I realized

I realized, I don't need you. 
I don't want you anymore.
Sure, I adored you. Well who you used to be. 
I loved you and our relationship. 
But I don't want it. 
I could do so much better for myself. 
Like, I know I'm not perfect, but I'm okay. 
I feel great. 
I feel amazing when i don't see you. 
I feel like I can breathe, and that I can think. 
I don't need you. It's just woah. 
I'm a great person, with a few flaws. 
I know this. 
I have so much potential and so much going for me. 
I have so much I'm looking forward to, and I just don't have the need to want to make you stay in my life. 
I know all these amazing people, and have all these amazing friends. 
I can laugh and smile, and be me. 
I don't have to worry if I'm going to mess shit up with you or anybody. 
I just, I feel amazing today. 
I was getting hurt about the things you do, but oh well. 
I feels so good not to stress about you. 
Sure, I think about you. 
I think I'm a damn idiot for getting so upset and wanting you back. 
Sure, I'd love to be with you. 
But I honestly could care less. 
I can run around, laugh, scream, joke, and move forward. 
You can go run around with whomever you want. 
But You can stay away from me. 
I am SO much better than I ever realized. 
I have an amazing life right now. 
I'll make new friends, and I keep my old ones close.
I thought I knew you, because you've been around for seven years.
I know your past, but I'll be damned. 
I don't know you at all. 
I know the person you tried to be with me, 
You're not perfect, I don't even care. 
I accept you for the person you ar enow. 
I just don't want a damn thing to do with it. Keep my shit. xD
I D G A F. 
I got this. I was better than I thought I was.
I'm saving for a car, doing great in school, my anxiety is so much better than it was. 
Sure, I still care. I still love you. 
I'd like to be with you. But I can do this on my own. 
Every rose has to die. 
If you were the person I thought you were? Damn, nothing bad ever would have happened. 
ALl these people call you a piece of shit, and you're not. 
But damn, I don't want you anymore. 
Honestly, I can do so much more without you, than I ever could with you. 
It feels amazing. 
I just love it. 
I'm on top of the world. 
I'm confident, and I'm secure. 
I have so many hope and dreams, and hell in a few years? 
I'll be in another state. 
Pursuing my dreams! <3 
Goodluck, kid.